“It’s for doing Girl Wee wees from and that’s it anyway. No use for anything else. ;)”

This is a quote by Governess Ely when twitter was discussing when I got to 300 days in chastity and without Orgasm. 🙂 I have said many times in this blog how much I love and enjoy chastity that I thought it time to write why.

I am going to format this post a little different to my usual ones. I get asked questions about chastity all the time, and a lot of the time they are the same questions. So, I am going to write this in the style of a Q and A. (questions and answers) of the most frequently asked questions.  I hope it will work to answer a lot of basic questions so I can just refer people to this blog. Haha! I also want to conclude with a summery type deal, so I can really try and get my point across. 🙂

In no particular order, and just from what I can recall people usually asking me, here we go from the most basic stupidity to the darn right dopey…..

Q. Do you have a key holder?

A.Yes I do. My key Holder is my amazing Mistress, Governess Ely.  My keys can almost always be found on a chain around her neck. The traditional place for chastity keys I feel. Recently Governess Ely said to me, she feels naked without her keys which is funny because I feel naked without my cage on.

In any pic of Governess Ely, You can usually see my and her others sluts Chastity keys around her neck 🙂 x

Q. When was your last Orgasm then?

A. August 14th 2013. I remember it because it was a Wednesday night and two days later on Friday the 16th was my first session with Governess Ely. I arrived already wearing my cage, handed my keys to her and have never looked back.

Q. Do you get Milked?

A. No. I often think some people call a milking different things. Some people seem to think its where your Key holder just tosses you off for your orgasm, but I would call that a hand job. To me a milking, is a prostate milking where you don’t need to be released from you cage to release semen from your body. I think this is good for Cum consumption as apparently your still very horny afterwards.  I would class this is as an orgasm, because your willingly trying to release Cum.

Q. Does your Key Holder Tease You?

A. Indeed she does. I think when people ask this they usually mean; does she let me out the cage and let me play with myself before locking me up again? in which case no she doesn’t. but, this is where people are a little ignorant I feel because, believe me when I say, you don’t need to be out your cage to be teased. A simple thing like Mistress rubbing her perfect bottom close to my cage will certainly make the cage work. Bending over in a tight skirt or jeans/jodhpurs will work just as well. Another great one, and i think is my new favorite is the points of intrigue spikes, with a Viagra and a vibrator on the cage. That will certainly get you worked up.  If Governess Ely makes a little humiliating comment to me or even when I see pics she posts on Twitter etc. that will get me worked up. Its actually very torturous to see a lovely pic of my beautiful Mistress and not be able to touch myself. lol

Q. Do you even still get horny at this point?

A. Of course I do. lol. I am a perfectly healthy 23 year old male. I still get very horny. Sometimes I could hump the wall to get some relief but I enjoy that frustration. Governess Ely knows that I get horny and she enjoys that thought. That doesn’t  mean I need to message her every time I am just going “oh, I’m so freaking horny atm Mistress” Its a waste of her and my time. lol

Do you get Blue Balls?

A.No. I have never had ‘blue balls.’ I personally think its a load of shit, created by someone in chastity who said he “had” to have release because of pain in is balls. If he had the correct ring and spacer combination, he would be fine.

Do you Leak pre-Cum constantly?

A. Nope. I have never really leaked pre cum in my life. The only time I ever used to get pre cum, was if i was super insanely horny and and teased myself for ages. then i would get a shimmer at the tip, which I would usually just wipe with my finger and lick off. 🙂

Q. What Device are you in?

A.  A CB6000. This was the second device I bought . I had the 3000 originally but had problems with the hings causing rubbing so I went for the upgrade lol.

Relaxing one evening in Chastity and panties lol

Q. Is it really uncomfortable when you get Hard?

A. Ummm. no, not really. Its not super uncomfortable but its not exactly cosey either. Its enough to sometimes wake you or keep you up if you are trying to sleep but never unbearable. With the Points of Intrigue in, its a little different. They are painful, but the with Governess Ely holding my keys, it means I am suffering for her enjoyment which just turns me on more. 🙂 I do find there is something about having a night time erection, and looking down to see my little clitty desperately pressing against ever part of it little plastic prison. Haha!

Q. Is it impossible to Cum in the cage?

A. No. People seem to think it is, but its not. Before I handed my keys and my orgasms to Governess Ely I had done it Multiple times. Even with the points of intrigue in. They were never great orgasms though because you cant properly stimulate yourself.  Its also not impossible to escape from a cage. If you were so inclined you could get out, have an orgasm and get back in, but what would be the point of that? Chastity is a lot more about the mental control and submission than Physical prevention. The actual cage is just a physical reminder of your Dommes control.  I know full well that I am Governess Ely’s Property, she owns my clitty and my testies and so there not mine to ever touch. The very thought of touching myself really does make me sick to my stomach. It would be like me stealing a car which I’m just not inclined to do. Even without my cage I would still never touch myself as its not mine to touch.

Q. At this point you’ll likely never Cum again will you?

A. So what? I really want to make this as clear as I can. In every blog I have written, I never write anything because I think Its what Governess Ely wants me to say. Every word is 100% true of my own feelings and thoughts.  Governess Ely controls my orgasms and I really don’t care whether I have another one again or not. I know that If Mistress is involved in my orgasm’s they will be the best I have ever had but, to me all an orgasm is,  is shooting a load of cum with an intense feeling of pleasure. Does shooting a load change my feelings towards my Mistress? No! it doesn’t. And as far as an intense feeling of pleasure is concerned. I have experienced lots of moments of pleasure in the time I have been serving Governess Ely. I have also experienced pleasure mixed with incredible emotions and feelings that are so much more intense that squirting some Cum.

Q. So you have no Orgasms at all? 

A. well you see,  Governess Ely is kind enough to enjoy all my Orgasms for me so I dont have to. 🙂 I Love it when Governess Ely tweets something like ‘one more Orgasm before getting out of bed’ or If i happen to know she is with a lover. Its the most exciting thing to know she is enjoying fantastic pleasure in and the ecstasy of an orgasm. The feelings of excitement I get, are better than any orgasm I have had previously.

Q. How do you pee?

A. I almost cant believe I do get asked this but very simply, there is a hole at the end of a chastity tube and you wee though that. If you are in a device, its best advised to sit to pee like a girl. I like the fact that I have to sit, as it adds to my enjoyment of Feminisation. Even at the times I have been allowed out the cage for a few hours, I still always sit to pee as its more feminine. It makes me chuckle to myself when I see men standing at the urinals and I have to cue for the stalls just to wee. lol. I also love times when in a Pub or something, and I am acting all manly, then I have to Que for the cubicle and have a sit down wee wee. lol

 

Q. Does the cage hurt?

A. Yes and no. The worst part is the underside of the ring when the skin can chaffe and rub. But with plenty of moisturizer daily, its absolutely fine and I really can go hours forgetting its even there. Until I am pleasantly reminded by an naughty erection or have to use the toilet. I have no real issues with long time lock up and am very grateful for that.

Q. Is it noticeable under clothes?

A. usually if i am wearing a tight skirt lol. 🙂 In which case I like to humiliation of the noticeable bulge, making me more sissy than girly. lol. This is a funny one though because when you first start out with chastity, you are convinced in your head that everyone can notice the bulge. But, then you have to go outside and you realize, how often do you personally just stare at someone groin? You don’t, and neither do other people. If they do, what are they going to see? a large bulge where your package is. In which case they are just going to think you are really well hung and not a little clitty locked up haha!

Q. Have you had to give anything up/make changes because of the cage?

A. ooooo, this is a good one. I sort of had to give up riding my motorbike really, but not entirely because of the cage. I have a sports bike (suzuki GSX-R600) and I think it would be very difficult and potentially unsafe to ride it in a cage. I have heard its ok to ride a more touring bike, but on a sports bike, your nut sack is pressed into the tank and that means the cage had to go one side of it or the other. I think it may be possible to ride with it on but I haven’t tried. its not entirely the cage why I stopped, Its also the money side of it too. I don’t necessarily miss my bike as much either, because when on the bike, its obviously dangerous and I have a responsibility to look after Governess Ely’s property IE. me. If i were to crash and break a leg for example I would not be able to serve her and that would make me useless. It would also mean I would have difficulty getting to my Mistress at all, and that’s not worth the risk. The other thing I do miss is being able to sleep tummy down. I used to sleep lying with my stomach facing the bed. I have had to change and adjust the way I sleep because if I try this with the cage, It crushes my testies against the ring and makes it feel like I have been kicked in the balls. This isn’t a bad thing at the right time, but when trying to sleep it gets a bit awkward lol.

Q. So why do you enjoy it?

A. This is probably;y what I get asked the most in real life rather than on the internet and I always struggle to answer it. The truth is that there are so many reasons I enjoy Chasity its hard (pun intended) to say them all. Firstly, I have always enjoyed chastity play. Even before Governess Ely was my key holder I would lock myself up, usually for about four or five days  then get dressed up sexy and cum hard multiple times. Well like two times cause that all I could ever have in the tank lol. Occasionally I would go two or three weeks denied and love the orgasm afterwards. Now, consider not only do I have a key holder in the form of Governess Ely, but she is also the most amazing person I have ever known, and I would happily suffer in chastity for her even if i didn’t enjoy, it because I want to please her. I love the frustration that comes with chastity as well. when I used to self lock I would love to go watch some porn and sit their horny and frustrated. Occasionally I would use something that vibrated to tease my cage and work myself right up. Then I would orgasm and feel shitty with post orgasm depression, which  is something I do not miss at all. Chastity also makes me feel more girly and feminine everyday. I sit to wee and I am very contempt by the fact I couldn’t even try ad have penetrative sex if i wanted to. I’m pretty sure Governess Ely once said, “if you cant fuck, then you get fucked” lol. In my everyday life I feel more confident in myself. This is hard to explain, but pre chastity and Governess Ely whenever I would talk to an attractive lady, even though we were talking of nothing to do with sex at all, their was still a voice in my head telling me I was supposed to try and chat her up. I never would because It was never  appropriate to the conversation, and I was a bit of a pussy. Now with cage on  by serving  Governess Ely I don’t feel that Pressure at all. My cage reminds me that I don’t need to feel obliged to try chat up girls as I’m a little sissy with a little clitty, and perfectly happy by that. I hope that makes some sense. I have also gained confidence because I am used to looking at and worshiping Governess Ely and she is beautiful. 🙂 Its very easy to talk to a very pretty woman when I have spent a lot of time chatting to an even prettier/sexier/dominant woman. All in all, I genuinely prefer to be in chastity than not and hope Governess Ely wants to keep me locked up forever 😉

Q. How long do you think you would like to go?

A. I have been asked this once or twice, and I really mean it when I say as long as I can. Inevitably the decision of how long I stay locked is up to Governess Ely because I am her property and its her cock to lock. lol. If there is a record among Governess Ely’s Domme friends then I would love to beat it just so she could say to them that she has. 🙂

Q. Do you still even still want to Cum anymore?

A. Ummmm, I don’t know. Like I said before, there are times when I am so insanely horny I would love an orgasm but when I calm down I don’t miss it. I think some people get a stronger and stronger urge to have an Orgasm whereas I don’t. I get a stronger urge to be with and serve Governess Ely. I think about her far more that I think about me having an orgasm. One thing I am sure of, is that I want to please my Mistress, and if she has more enjoyment from me not cumming, then I suppose that’s my answer. No, I don’t want to cum, I want to please Governess Ely as that’s far more pleasurable and rewarding.

Q. Do you ever get wet dreams?

A. Unfortunately yes I do. The first time this happened was probably just after my first full month locked and I did the old classic of waking up with sticky PJ’s on. I realized what had happened and felt really guilty as technically cum had left my body. I messaged Governess Ely a few hours later sating that I felt like i had cheated my Chasity. She was very comforting and told me not to worry, as a wet dream isnt cheating becuase I cant control it. It is however very slutty, because my body is so desperate to cum it has to release it naturally as it would to a teenager who doesnt wank.  Since that time I have had a few wet dreams and I usually wake up quite soon after they happen. I must admit, a couple of times I have lapped up the cum like a hungry kitten but other times i am just tired, wipe it up and get back to sleep lol. There is definitely something very humiliating about rolling over in the night, into a puddle of cum and the warmth wakes you up, then you realize whats happened and you have to clean it lol.

Q. How would you feel if your Key Holder wanted to make your chastity 100% permanent, by using something like a PA piercing and a Lori Tube chastity cage?

A. I wouldn’t really mind if am honest. My clitty and testies aren’t mine, they are Governess Ely’s and if she wanted that, then I would be happy to accept it for her. Personally, I actually do think its better to not be permanent because it can always add the excitement of being let out for a tease or something like that. I think if you were in a device that had to be cut off or something silly like that then it could almost loose its sense of fun. I have no problems either way but I think its fun to be teased about being out. Also, how would you put the Points of Intrigue in to play with? haha!

So, In summary. I love chastity. I love being locked and controlled by my Mistress. I can only hope that she really enjoys it as much as I do. I have told a Vanilla friend about my cage and she really couldn’t believe it. She kept saying ‘How can you hand over that much control?’ I don’t think she realized that, its handing over that control which is why its so hot. Most men think about sex  every 7 seconds, or something stupid like that. I dont. I think about Governess Ely every 7 seconds and that makes my day better than most others peoples.  As always I want to finish with The biggest thank you to the Worlds Most amazing Domme. 🙂 Governess Ely. 🙂 x x You are the best part of my life and words really cant describe my love and gratitude to you. Every day when I wake up happily in chastity, counts as you doing something for me, so I have alot of days I need to make up for in trying to give something back to you. 🙂 Biggest Sluttiest smile on my face whenever I think of you. x x

Love you all (especially Governess Ely) x x xx

Maria x x

ps. Thank you Jessica Dee for giving me some more questions to answer in this blog 🙂 Check her blog at http://jessicadee25.wordpress.com/

A cuckold Experience (Part 2)

When I arrived back I got on with the necessary Chores. I cleaned the bath, done the dishes, swept the floors, made the beds and folded the clothes. Of course I was happy to be doing chores for my Mistress, but I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I then had some dinner and got ready for bed. I removed her panties as I didn’t want to risk making a mess in them and slept in boxers. As I lay there, I cant deny I was thinking of how privileged I feel to serve Governess Ely, and a little part of me was Imagining her and ‘J’ together. This obviously got me very exited lol.

I got a text from Mistress saying she needed picking up at 6:50 am. Knowing it took about 45 mins to get there, I thought it best that i get up at 5am to give myself time to get ready. My alarm woke me and I got changed. I put Mistresses panties back on, as its nice to wear them and I’m a big sissy who loves panties anyway;). I put some air in my car tire’s and set off to ‘J’s. I arrived about half an hour early and let Mistress know I was outside. She text back saying that she told me 6:50 but she was happy I was so eager to please.

I figured it was better that I am waiting for her, then she is waiting for me. She then text me with a post code and said this is where we would be dropping off ‘J’. I didn’t realize I would actually get to meet him lol, but again it didn’t phase me at all.

A few moments later Mistress and ‘J’ came out, and both got in the back of the car. I said good Morning and Mistress presented her hand for me to kiss, which i was more than happy to do. I like the little show of respect to my Domme especially when her lover was right next to her. 😉 A part of me wonders what was ‘J’ thinking about me at this point? He must know that I am Governess Ely’s submissive, and they have just spent the night together, then here I am bright and early outside his door giving him a lift to work. Does he think I am a little bit weird? does he think I am a little pathetic? or does he just think ‘ok, fair enough’

To be honest his opinion doesn’t bother me, only Governess Ely’s opinion matters. I know that, I always represent Governess Ely and so I act accordingly. Any friend/lover of hers is a friend of mine. 🙂 We headed to ‘J’s work place and Mistress asked me if i was still wearing her panties. I feel she did ask just to humiliate me a little in front of ‘J’ which I did like. I said maybe  with a grin, and she already knew of course I was. 🙂 A couple of times I looked in the mirror and saw Mistress and ‘J’ kissing. It was very exciting for me to see and I really did feel like a cuckold. When we arrived at ‘J’s work they kissed again and he thanked me for the lift.

Governess Ely then jumped in the front. I know, in a lot of cuckold stories the sub usually like to hear what they have been up, to and a part of me did want to ask but its also none of my business, so I just asked the most important question, and that was whether Mistress had enjoyed herself, to which she said she had. That’s all that matters to me. I’m sure a vivid description of his cock, and how it had satisfied her in a way my clitty never could to any woman, would have been exciting, but its also unnecessary and I was feeling very submissive anyway.

We got back to Mistresses, and we stayed up for a little while but we were both very tired and so went to sleep. Once we were about again, the evening soon rolled on. Governess Ely wanted another bath and so I started to run it. She then decided she wanted some good old KFC and some wine as well. I was more than happy to run around for her whilst she was relaxing in the bath.

I arrived back, poured her some wine and gave her the KFC. she had arranged a table in the bath so she could relax, listen to music and eat her food all at the same time. I took my food to the bedroom and ate kneeling on the floor.

After a long while Governess Ely emerged from the bath again in her bathing robe. She sat on bed and put her legs out before ordering me to moisturize her legs. Twice in the same week!!! I was more than willing to get to me knees and massage her beautiful body again. I knelt at her feet and again took time to massage her legs. It was such a nice treat to be doing this again. I spent the first ten minutes, firm as anything in my chastity cage. I then moved to her feet and gave them a good amount of attention as well. Then Governess Ely moved so she was lying on her front and allowed me access to her back. She started watching something on netlfix and I massaged her back for a very long time. It was so amazing and sensual to massage Governess Ely.

I realized that this was a little treat for being useful the last couple days, and what a treat it was. 🙂 I loved every moment of it. I think, all in all I was massaging Mistress for a couple of hours.  Again even just thinking of it relaxes me and arouses me lol. We were both tired and I was hoping that Mistress felt really relaxed after my massage techniques. I kissed her hand goodnight and went off to bed still thinking of Governess Ely.

I just want to end this blog with a Super big thank you to Governess Ely personally. It was such a fantastic experience to be your sort of cuck. 🙂 as always, its an honour and a Joy to serve you and I cant wait till next time.

Lots of love to all Maria    x x

 

 

A cuckold Experience (Part 1)

I think the exact definition of a cuckold is a when a married man’s spouse has sexual intercourse with another man. Now for this blog to make sense, I would like to clarify that me and Governess Ely are not married (Duh!) and she is my Mistress not my lover.  However, we are very much in a relationship and I love her so much. The dynamic of our relationship means that she could choose to fuck me, or have me fucked by someone else whenever she wants, but never the other way around. Being in this relationship with Governess Ely is the happiest I have ever been in my entire life and I have never felt so accepted and loved back either.  The fact that we don’t have a sexual relationship is another plus for me, because it eliminates me ever needing to be out of my chastity cage, which I am rather fond of, and why would I want to be lol. Also,   I have no pressure, to ever ‘perform.’ I have never considered myself a ‘stud’ and am quite happy  (and a little eager) to admit I don’t have a large penis.  The point I am trying to make here is that I am very emotionally connected to Governess Ely and I love the idea of her getting the pleasure she so deserves.

So, to the story part of this story. The following happened over the course of about three days.I feel the build up and the day after are just as important to tell as the event itself. As I previously mentioned in my last blog I was lucky enough to spend an entire week in Governess Ely’s presence. On one of those days, she mentioned to me that she may be seeing her lover in that week. For the purpose of anonymity, I will just refer to her lover as ‘J.’ Truth be told, I dont that much about him in all honesty anyways. What I do know, is that he has a very large cock, and I am paraphrasing a little here, but Governess Ely said, that the last time she saw him, she couldn’t walk for two days lol. Obviously hearing her say that excited me very much, as the thought of a real cock pleasing her so well, is very comforting and arousing for me.

During the day, I was given the pleasure of cleaning Governess Ely’s many pairs of shoes. Some of them hadn’t been worn a little while and so I went over every pair with a duster. It was lovely to not only be doing a useful job for Governess Ely but also admiring her shoes and boots as I do have a shoes fetish. Later that evening, we purchased some Champagne and relaxed. I was allowed to drink some Champers as well and we chatted and laughed for a long time. I got to try on some more of Mistresses shoes so I could admire them, and how the looked and felt. We also painted each others nails which was great fun. 🙂

Mine and Governess Ely’s amazing Ladybird Nails.

I am getting very close a full year lucky enough to serve Governess Ely, and that also signifies a full year in chastity without an orgasm. I think, both Governess Ely and myself are a bit excited about it, as we  got talking a little. Mistress said that maybe two days before the full year, she would like to unlock my cage and tease me like crazy, but also tell me not to cum as I haven’t quite made a year.  We both know that my desire to please her, would be so strong that I will desperately do anything to stop myself from having an Orgasm and I will effectively be torturing myself. Then maybe, I may be allowed a ruined orgasm or just locked up for another year ;). She even talked about making the smallest points of intruge spikes mandatory for the following year.  There wasn’t one part of this I didn’t love the sound of. Mostly, the suffering for my Mistress as it  has such a great appeal. I would love the challenge of points of intrigue full time. I would have to train my brain to not give me erections, which I suspect is impossible, so my own pleasure would be my torture. Yum, yum. 🙂 lol.

Anyways, It was getting late and I kissed Governess Ely’s hand goodnight. As her socks were already off from her toes being painted, I asked if it may kiss each foot as well and she said yes. I quickly knelt before her, then planted a proper kiss on each foot. I still love feet and shoe/boot worship so much. It’s just such a lovely way to worship my incredible superior and show her my submission. 🙂 Just before I headed downstairs, Governess Ely said she was going to message ‘J.’ I think she had actually  gotten a little horny herself, from our talking and wanted to chat to him. I know I was certainly feeling horny, and  I went to  sleep thinking that maybe, at that moment Governess Ely may have been enjoying an Orgasm upstairs. It was exciting because I didn’t know if she was or wasn’t, and I and couldn’t  hear anyway.

The next day we woke up and after a few cups of tea. Mistress announced, that she had organised to see her lover that night. I got really excited for Governess Ely about this. I could sense her excitement and it played onto me, even though I wouldn’t actually be involved. Its hedonism at its finest I think, Mistresses excitement became my excitement and pleasure.. Mistress decided that today was the day to re-shave her head again as she hadn’t done it for a while. The clippers came out and, Governess Ely managed to do most of it on her own but I did a little at the back before sweeping up all the cut hair. Again I was  happy to clean and be useful for my Mistress.

After another cup of tea, I ran a bath for Mistress and she jumped in while I entertained Domm Chihuahua. About half an hour later, I was called back to Mistresses bedroom and she was wearing just a bathing robe. She asked me, whether I thought she should bother wearing panties as they would be coming off quickly anyway. Governess Ely then put on a white bra and thong and I have to say how amazing she looked. Mistress even asked me if I was OK, as I was breathing very loudly. I didn’t even notice that I was because I was so taken in by Governess Ely’s beauty. Next, Mistress grabbed her makeup bag and stood in front of the mirror. She then ordered me to moisturize her legs, and of course I was more than eager to do so. I plopped a dollop of moisturizer in my hand, and made sure to make it warm in my palms before applying to Mistresses lovely skin. As I rubbed the cream in i massaged every part of her legs. Ooooh, just thinking about it now is getting me a little worked up. lol. I have said before that Governess Ely’s legs are just perfect, so to be able to touch them, and massage them was such a joy. I loved every moment. I then asked if I could touch her bottom to massage and Moisturize. She told me it needed doing as well. So, I massaged her perfect bum as well. It was so fantastic and I loved every second. Its such an honour and a privilege to massage Governess Ely, and I love doing it so much. I was taking in the smell of the moisturizer and I could feel her body heat so close to me. Her Dominance was radiating from her and I just felt so submissive. Its a lovely experience to massage Governess Ely, at any time, and it was made even better by the fact that I knew, I was helping to get her soft and smooth for her lover. 🙂

Governess Ely then told me to find her some stocking so I picked a nice black pair of hold ups. Mistress, then pulled them up her legs and again, I just could not look away. Next was, a tight white t-shirt and some Jodhpurs which just accentuated Governess Ely’s wonderful body. She slipped on her new KG shoes and put on a blog wig as well. She said, she may even have sex with the wig on lol. I have seen so many cuckold fantasy stories, pics and blogs over the years and a lot of the time they focus on helping the ‘woman’ to get ready for the real man. I have to say, it was as great as it looks to be involved with that part of the process.

Governess Ely was having a back and forth chat with ‘J’ and I can only image what was being said lol .Mistress then said as she was typing ,that she was going to giver her little slut  IE. me, a bit of a caning to remind me of my Mistress whilst she was away.  I got so excited by the idea of a sore bottom as a reminder, and Its always nice to receive some CP from Governess Ely. I was then ordered to pull my trousers and underwear down, so I did, very rapidly. I was actually wearing boxers as they are very comfy with my chastity cage, and Mistress laughed at that. I think its because she knows how much of a sissy I am and wearing boxers is something that men do.

I confessed that I needed more pairs of panties, to which Governess Ely immediately replied, ‘you can have mine’ before pulling off her Jodhpurs and removing her panties. She then Held them out for me to step into and put her trousers and heels back on. Mistress then asked me which cane I would like her to use. I responded, by saying which ever was her personal favorite, She told me and I handed it to her before being told to lean over the bed. After a few strikes my arse was a bit sore and Mistress reminded me its not supposed to tickle. I really want to work on how much of a caning I can take, as I know how much Governess Ely enjoys giving them and I am so eager to suffer for her enjoyment :). I would be lying if i said i didn’t love the pain too. Mistress then asked me how many hits that was. I thought it was 6 but i wasn’t sure so I had to admit, i wasn’t counting. She then said that we need to start again and this time I definitely counted six. Mistress then admired her work and took a lovely picture for me. I was told that i could also wear her panties to bed as long as I didn’t make any sort of mess in them. ie cum dribbles.

Governess Ely looking absolutely stunning and me in her panties. Don’t worry, my clitty isn’t that big, its just my chastity cage. haha!

Me in Governess Ely’s thong and the lovely marks the cane left. Mmmmm

Governess Ely then told me that she didn’t even need to do a list of chores, as I knew what needed to be done and was more than happy to do it for her. Mistress then checked she had everything and gave me the post code so we could set off. It was about 45 minute drive away. On the road we talked a little and I couldn’t stop admiring how amazing Governess Ely looked. I think ‘J’ is a very  lucky man. I wasn’t as chatty as I usually am because I was just thinking of my Mistress. I cant even explain all my feelings fully, but I just felt so submissive to her. I am naturally a submissive person so I always feel submissive, but this was a different level.

I was thinking about her joy and pleasure so much. I always try to please and relax Governess Ely in any way I can. As her submissive, its my honour in serving her and I always try to make her life as comfortable, relaxing and fun as possible. If she needs something; I will happily go to the shops for her, if she wants a massage then I am more than happy to give her one. If she wants to dish out a caning, then my backside is more than pleased to take it, and so on. However I cant sexually please her. Thats not a complaint from me at all. It actually sickens me a little to even think of Governess Ely and me in that way. Eeewww. Don’t misunderstand me, I know it would be the most amazing thing for me, but my lack of sexual experience and my small clitty would never be able to please my incredible Domme and because of that I wouldn’t want to even try. Like I say, it sickens me a little just saying it.  I think this is the reason I don’t look at women and think “ooooh I could tap that” or whatever other male chauvinistic shit people say. My first instinct is usually “oooohh, I would love to worship those heels and that incredible bottom.” lol.

It was this trail of thought that kept me thinking of Governess Ely so much. It was just strange to sit by her in the car and think that later I would be cleaning the house whilst she enjoyed (hopefully) great sex and many, many orgasms.  but I wasn’t jealous of ‘J’ at all, as i associate his role with being a real man.

I must admit I do wonder what its like sometimes to have a huge cock and have an incredible woman like Governess Ely text you with the intention of just sex. Then to know she is getting all dressed up and will look amazing. Then have that wild night of passion. It doesn’t phase me though, as I am happier to have my ladybird nails, wearing a thong, with marks on my caned arse and be wearing my chastity cage.  As I said at the start, I am the happiest I have ever been in my life since I started serving Governess Ely and I really mean that from the bottom of my heart. Governess Ely makes me feel just as loved back and that’s what made this whole experience so special.  Of course Mistress has a relationship with ‘J’ as well and that relationship is founded on sex. Our relationship is founded on me being her submissive. This is a connection which I feel, is very, very strong and I am sure many subs agree with that.

Personally I think, their are many men, with large cocks who could be Mistresses lover, but I like to think their is only one ‘me’ ‘Ta Da!’ lmao. I know their are a million and one people who could and would happily be Governess Ely’s submissives, as well but I am one of the lucky few who  get to serve her, and that makes me feel more special. I reckon that sounds, cheesy but its very true. Thank you so much Governess Ely for giving me that honour.

Anyhow, we found the address and Mistress told me she would text me later and let me know when she needed picking up. I kissed her hand as a sign of respect and watched her go inside. Immediately I felt a little hollow. I felt like the most amazing thing ever, had gone and I suppose this was a just feeling because Governess Ely had just got out my car, so the most amazing person was no longer with me. I drove home, still thinking about Governess Ely and ‘J’.

Part 2 to come shortly

Maria x x

 

 

 

A Cross dressing and Trans Party/Soiree

So, this was a fun day. It was actually the first day of a week long visit with Governess Ely, so needless to say I was already very excited about it. On my journey up to ‘the north’ I pulled into a service  station for a break,and Just as I was getting in the car again, I got a message from Governess Ely saying, she was looking forward to seeing me, and that she was picking out an outfit for me. This got me very excited as I suspected I would be getting changed as soon as I arrived.

Jessica Dee had also been spending a little time with Governess Ely, so it would be nice to see her there too.  I arrived and was greeted at the door by Jess in ‘boy’ mode, which in all honesty is how I have met her more. None the less it was nice to see her and we headed upstairs to the Playroom where everyone was. At this point there was only Jess, Governess Ely’s Mum who I have met a number of times, and am rather comfortable around, and of Course Governess Ely. There were more on the way too.

I wish I had taken a Photo of Governess Ely, because she looked incredible. She was  wearing a red silk shirt with a PVC underbust corset, A skirt, stockings and heels. I must admit I was struggling to look away 😉

I would also like to make a point about Governess Ely’s Mum, being present. As I have said before Governess Ely is very much a lifestyle Domme and so she has no problems mixing her Kink life with her family life, becuase she considers them almost one and the same. That doesn’t mean she will bend a Sub over and give them a caning in front of her mother becuase her Mum doesnt want or need to see that but, Its fantastic to see such a loving, accepting and relaxed family. It also means that her Subs can feel very relaxed too and it really inspires confidence among us. I don’t think I am  allowed to visit Governess Ely, without saying hello to her Mum lol. So, we kept the naughty stuff toned down until her mum left 😉

Governess Ely told Jess to sit in front of the mirror and did her make up for her.Jess then dissapered to get changed. When she returned, I have to admit I was a little shocked. She looked fantastic and I was deinately feeling a little Jelly lol. I have seen dozens of pics of Jessica Dee at The English Mansion and Twitter etc, but this was the first time I had seen her with my own eyes and wow. A nice dres with stockings and heels and a short wig. She looked great and it just made me want to get dressed as well.

Jessica Dee looking Fabulous

By this point a another guest had arrived in the form of Kitty Fallon. Kitty is another CD and she arrived and got dressed straight away. She looked fantastic as well. 🙂

Kitty Fallon looking wonderful too

Goveress Ely then told me to get changed. She had laid out an outfit for that was a summery dress with flowers, a shirt to go over the top, with stockings and pink heels. I started to strip and asked Governess Ely if she would like me to put the Points of intrigue back in. She said yes and gave me the Key to my chastity cage. She also wanted the biggest of the spikes to be in. I was more than happy to oblige. I really enjoyed being locked in the points for Governess Ely and when I get aroused and they start digging in, I remind myself I’m suffering for my Mistress and that Just makes me more excited, so ironically they start hurting more.  I locked the points on, and put on my stockings. I started to put my dress on but Governess Ely said I needed to wear a corset with it, so she grabbed one for me and laced me in. Dam! I still love the feeling of a corset and I would like to maybe try corset training in the future, to get slimmer and slimmer lol. I I finished getting dressed and put on the heels. They were actually Governess Ely’s heels but we have similar size feet and they fit well. I also put on a  short wig too.

I joined the others, in the other room and we chatted for a bit. The other ladies enjoyed some wine and I stuck to water and Tea.  I don’t usually like to drink unless I know whats going on. It means that if Governess Ely had required me to go to the shop and get more wine for example then I am still able to drive their. 🙂 Kitty had brought a few outfits with her and got changed a few times. She also wanted to try some of Governess Ely’s wardrobe on so she was constantly in and out the room.

Governess Ely then picked out a lovely green Dress for me and told me to undress. she then helped me zip into the new one. I must admit I really liked this dress. I put a black cardigan over the top and changed from pink heels to black. I also changed from a short wig to a long one and everyone agreed it suited me better.  Governess Ely also put a collar on me and I was very Happy to be wearing it again.

The green dress and cardie. I kicked my heels off so I could admire my painted toes lol

We all chatted about kink and not kink, drank tea and wine and laughed with eachother for hours. We ordered up some Pizzas and chatted more. Its so nice to experience that side of kink as in, to be sat their and be so comfortable whilst dressed, with out any feeling of judgement. obviously some groups shots had to be taken lol

 I couldn’t believe just how fast time was going, and before we knew it, it was around 9:30pm and Governess Ely’s mum needed to be getting back. By this point me and Jessica Dee had’De-girlised’ and were both wearing some more comfy clothes but still with makeup. I also still had my collar on as I didn’t intend to remove it at all until Governess Ely told me to.  I quickly ran Governess Ely’s mum home and made sure she got in safely. Another plus of me not drinking as I can always do that.

When I returned we all talked a little more before Anna tuned up as well. Anna is Trans girl and is very beautiful. 🙂 From this point the evening turned a little more kinky. We talked more about kink, and how somethings are enjoyable. I don’t think Anna fully understands how a spanking can be so enjoyable. I then witnessed Kitty pull down her leggings and get some nice spanking from Governess Ely and Anna. Anna was using a crop and getting a feel for it. Governess Ely and Anna talked and spanked.

Governess Ely then encouraged Jessica Dee to get a little inloved and showed Jess how to give a spanking with your hands. I think Jess got a little into it lol.

We then talked about objectification ie. being used as an object. This is something I love and Governess Ely, demonstrated by allowing me to be her ashtray and then a foot rest as well. Oh, how I could so happily be Governess Ely’s foot rest all day long lol. I was loving being used so much. We also did a little forced intoxication ie, Governess Ely held my nostrils and blew smoke into my mouth she also then kept my nose closed and my mouth so I couldn’t breath. Mmmmm, I love breath play so much. I think its just that feeling of handing over your air, your essance of life to someone else and know you can trust them with it. I think Governess Ely really enjoys it too. After I dont know how many seconds, she let go and allowed me to catch my breath.

Governess Ely then decided it was time for me to take my “vitamins” in the form of a Viagra pill. I think she was very eager to have me do this as obviously I had the largest points of intrigue in. I must admit i was really excited too, but a little nervous also. I put the pill in my mouth and Governess Ely told me to ‘swallow.’ I think we all chucled at that.

Knowing the pill would take a little while to kick in Governess Ely then had me kneel in fron of her and put her mouth near to my cage so I could feel her breath through the openings.  This immediately got me breathing deeply. She then got a little bullet vibrator out of a draw, and held it on the plastic of my cage. Within seconds I was as hard as my little clitty could get with the points digging in ferociously.  At this point Anna had decided to take advantage of my exposed back side and was giving me a little bit of a caning as well. So I had Governess Ely teasing my clitty and Anna Whacking my bottom. I felt so honoured to be getting so much attention. I was loving every second of it.

After a little while the pill had kicked in and Governess Ely’s Influence wasn’t needed anymore to keep my hard,so she had me on all fours and held my neck between her legs. She then grabbed a leather paddle and her and Anna gave me a nice bit of CP and I ended up with some lovely bruises too. Governess Ely then told me to thank Anna properly so, I kissed her feet as a sign of gratitude. I then tuened back to Governess Ely and kissed her feet as well. She ordered me to worship her feet, and I was more than happy to do so. I took each foot one at a time and stated licking and kissing as much as I could. I couldn’t even tell you what was being said or where people were at that moment, because my only focus was on Governess Ely’s feet. I love that I can get so focused on worshiping her that I block out anything else.

So after a while Anna left, and we were all getting a little tired. It was about 2am, and no one could belive where the time had gone. I went to sleep on the sofa downstairs, knowing I would be in for a long night becuase the points were in. I didnt get much sleep lol. The next morning Kitty asked me how  had slept and I said badly because of the points, but its my fault. She asked how I came to that conclusion, and I said that I shouldn’t be such a slut and have such naughty dreams lol.

When we were all up, we chilled for a bit before Kitty and Jessica Dee left. I was still buzzing from the day before and so, exctied about the week ahead with Governess Ely. Thank you Mistress for allowing me to enjoy that day and of course the week that follwed.

More blogs on that week to come.

also feel free to check out Jessica Dee’s blog: http://www.jessicadee25.wordpress.com

Lots of love as always

Maria x x x

A Sissy Maid’s Work is Never Done.

The day started out perfectly. I was woken only a few hours after falling asleep still buzzing from Pedestal. It was the points of Intrigue that woke me, digging in to my little clitty very painfully. I read somewhere that morning wood, can actually be one of the strongest erections you can have. It takes great will power to calm down, and first thing in the morning isn’t the best time for that level of focus lol. Its my fault for being such a slut and I’m certainly not complaining. Its actually one of the best ways to be woken up, that i can think of.

The Points of Intrigue

Anyway, we packed up shop, and headed back to Governess Ely’s house. Their was some traffic on the journey, but the sun was shining and I was with my Mistress, so their was no where else I would want to be. In the Traffic, Governess Ely wound down her window, removed her shoes and lit up a Cigarette. It was very difficult for me to focus on driving, with her beautiful feet in my direct view and the lovely smell of smoke in the car. Needless to say, the points were certainly doing their job and Mistress seemed to be enjoying my discomfort. I love the fact that, feet and smoking are two fetishes that I didn’t even know I had, until I met Governess Ely, and now they were causing me all sorts of arousal.

We arrived back, unpacked and rested as we were both exhausted from the previous evening. Once we were active and awake again Mistress informed me that she would be going out tonight to see a band. She knew one of the band members and would be going for a night out. She also asked me to recover my PVC maids outfit as she wanted to inspect it. I dug it out of my case and showed her. She inspected it and told me I would be wearing it later. I got really excited about this, as I suspected that I would be doing chores for Mistress. I have always enjoyed cleaning and doing errands for Governess Ely. Don’t confuse this enjoyment with the idea that I love cleaning, as I don’t particularity. Its more that I take extreme pride and Joy doing any task given to me by Governess Ely, and always aim to do it to the best of my ability.

After some more time, Governess Ely found me a pen and paper and we walked around the house. She read out a list of things that she wanted doing. The first thing was that she wanted me to Get dressed into my maids outfit, do my makeup and tweet a picture. Then she wanted me to get on with the list. This included; Sweeping all the floors, cleaning dishes and putting away, clean the muddy boots in the bathroom that were still muddy from a Photos hoot Governess Ely did with Lady Rebecca and unpack the rest of the stuff from Pedestal.

I was very excited to get cracking. Before I was lucky enough to serve governess Ely, I would get dressed up as a Sissy Maid and do my own chores around my own house. For me, it all comes down to the Sissy Maid notion, which ties in with my love of chastity. A good Sissy isn’t quite a real man, but also isn’t a Woman so has no use of the thing between their legs. I am planning to do a Chasity blog in the not too distant future so any questions to answer would be great 😉 I’m not really a prissy sissy, but being a maid is always great fun.

Governess Ely’s Outfit of the Evening

I was lucky enough to aid Governess Ely in getting changed. I helped put her corset on, and her boots. She also showed me the correct way to polish boots, to make them shiny. Unfortunately, using my tongue is not the best way to get shine so I was shown how to do it with a brush, polish and a cloth. Needless to say Governess Ely looked amazing and if i was allowed I could have just worshiped her boots all night long lol.

My outfit for the Evening

I loved feeling so girly and Slutty

So, we set off as I was giving Mistress a lift to where she would be going out. I was really enjoying the notion that, Mistress was going out to have a night out and I would be in her home cleaning for her, which is such a pleasure for me. So, we would both be enjoying ourselves for very different reasons. I dropped Governess Ely off, Kissed her hand to show my Gratitude and leave her presence correctly and set off back to her house. I spent the whole journey back with the points digging in to my clitty as I was so excited to be her maid. Once back, I shot upstairs. I put on some make up (Mistress had left it out for me to use in the correct order.) I put some fishnet stockings and heels on, a wig, and of course, my maids outfit. I took a couple of snaps and uploaded them to twitter and tumblr. Withing about 5 minutes i had half a dozen new followers lol. I got a message from Governess Ely asking how I was getting on. She told me when she expected to be back and I looked at the clock and panicked.

I hadn’t even started the chores yet so it was time to get to work. I put on one of Governess Ely’s playlists that I have on my phone and started working. Knowing that I didn’t have as much time as I was expecting to have, meant I had to go fast. I ran around the house sweeping frantically, creating little piles everywhere, I then ran around with the dustpan and brush picking them all up. It was such a buzz doing chores against the clock. I genuinely consider it a privilege to clean for Governess Ely as I’m sure that people would cue up to do it. Governess Ely’s Dog Domm Chihuahua, kept watching me as i frantically ran around. He kept dropping his toys in front of me so I had to keep cleaning then up as well lol. I love Domm to bits but now was cleaning time. 🙂

The floors swept, it was time to move on to the dishes. I had to role the sleeves of my dress up and set to work. Again, enjoying the buzz of being Mistresses maid. There was alot more dishes than I realized initially, so i washed, dried and put everything away quickly.

Next I ran upstairs and started to try and clean the muddy boots. The mud had dried and was pretty solid. I got a text from Governess Ely saying her phone was running out of battery and I shouold listen for her to knock at the door. I started cleaning the boots the best I could but needed a more durable brush and couldn’t find one. I did manage to clear some more of the dirt, but then realized alot of it had gone into the bath tub. Obliviously I couldn’t leave the bath in this state so I set to work cleaning that as well.

Bathroom clean, I moved to the unpacking. I must admit, I’m still not too sure where everything goes, so I put back what I could and folded the rest into neat piles. I was very much sweating by this point and grabbed a glass of water. I walked around the house making sure I was happy with the quality of my work, but that wasn’t important. It was whether Governess Ely was satisfied, was the question. I had a few more things to do and just finished up before I heard a knock on the front door.

As I headed downstairs my heart was pounding. I wasn’t scared because of who might be at the door. I knew it would be Governess Ely, and even if it wasn’t, It didn’t faze me at all answering the door as a sissy maid. I was nervous because, I was so anxious for Mistresses approval of my work. She Walked around the house with me and accessed what I had done. She seemed pleased by the work. I asked her if she enjoyed the evening, and she said that she had. I helped take off her boots and Corset and she allowed me to undress myself.

I then heard another knock on the door. Mistress told me to wait upstairs as she went and answered it. Someone else came into the house and I wasn’t sure who it was. Governess Ely, then returned up stairs and found me a nice nighty to wear to bed. She helped dress me and I kissed her hand good night as she sent me to bed. As I lay there I could only think of one thing. I must stress, that I had no idea who was downstairs. For all I knew it may have just been Lady Rebecca, was staying the night , but in my mind that was not that case. I was convinced at that moment, Mistress had brought home a real man with, a real cock. I think all sissy girls love a cuckold fantasy and in my head that was preciously what was going on. I was probably incredibly wrong, but I was choosing to believe that I was right, and because of that My clitty was near blood with the points digging in.  Being the big slut I am, I was loving the thought of Mistress having all the pleasure that she so deserves from a real cock. I was loving that I was wearing a nice sexy nighty and my chastity cage, and I didn’t feel uncomfortable at all by this. It feels rather right in fact.

I eventually managed to calm myself down and get to sleep, but it had been a fantastic evening. Thank you Governess Ely for allowing me to be your little sissy maid for the night. I hope I am allowed to do it again. 🙂

Maria x x

 

 

 

My First Visit to Club Pedestal (its a long post but it has Governess Ely and Pedestal in it, so its worth reading)

So, for those that don’t know what Club Pedestal is. I think its best described as a kinky nightclub that’s based on Female Superiority, which is at the heart of nearly all submissive males I think. I had actually heard of Club Pedestal before I was lucky enough to serve Governess Ely, so had wanted to go for a while, and going with Governess Ely was such a great experience. It was most definitely worth waiting for and I am very glad and proud to have gone with her the first time. This was also Governess Ely’s first time to Ped, with short hair and the last time it would be held at its current venue.

It was recently, that I realized, I have believed in Female Superiority for a long time, and i think a part of that is why I (used) to be shy around girls. I actually remember back when i was in School, probably about 12 or 13 years old. A Girl in my form had forgotten her money for the bus, and I only had enough money for my own bus fare. She was getting a little stressed about it, and being the gentleman that I am, I gave her my money and walked home myself.  There was nothing sexual or submissive about it (though she was a very attractive girl.) For me though, it was the right thing to do and its only now that I think, I must have always been submissive really.

Anyways, We were staying in a fantastic apartment in London just down the road from Pedestal. This was the place to get dressed and for the pre party. I had Shaved all over earlier that morning and Governess Ely had allowed me some time out of my chastity cage for the journey into London.  I think I have made it very clear before how much I love chastity, so it was a bit strange to be out the cage. We got ready and the first point to make, has to be that Governess Ely looked absolutely incredible. She wore a latex dress with her new KG shoes. I have always been a big fan of latex anyway, so that was multiplied by about 50 when my beautiful Mistress was wearing it. Governess Ely had allowed me to pick my own outfit so I elected for PVC top and skirt, stockings and my comfy 6 inch heels as I would be wearing them for a while later in the evening. I was also given the privilege of being collared by Governess Ely as well. The collar was put on by Governess Ely and I really cant describe that feeling of pride and excitement when she puts it on me. I don’t think its something that can ever got old 🙂

Its also worth a mention that I got to meet another one of Governess Ely’s subs, that I have communicated with before on the internet, but never actually met.  His alias is Essex boy, and that’s kind of how I have met him. It was really nice to talk to someone who has completely different interests as me, both in kink and not. But to both be united by our fantastic Mistress. I’m not sure how comfortable he was, to be a little more out with kink. I was chatting to him wearing stockings, suspenders, and crotchless panties and I don’t think he knew where to look. lol. Anyway, it was nice to meet him and I hope I can see him again in the future. He wasn’t attending Ped that evening. The other person joining us was Dr Gonzo. A kinky friend of Governess Ely. This was also the first time I had met him, but any friend of Governess Ely, is certainly a friend of mine. He was also a cross dresser and looked fabulous as well.

The final part of my outfit was needed and this was obviously my chastity cage, however with a little twist. I had been going though all my kinky things a few weeks back and re-discovered that I had purchased the Points of Intrigue for the cage. I played with them a bit when I got them but without an incredible Domme holding my keys, they were fun, but not brilliant. That all changed tonight. I knew that with Governess Ely holding the keys, it would be a different ball game and I was not disappointed. They come in three sizes, Small, medium and large. The size difference is the size of the spikes and nothing else. Being the first time we had tried using them, Governess Ely allowed me to have the medium size spikes, but i certainly hope we can move to the big ones in the future. I got locked up and was already enjoying the idea that every time I got excited, I  was rewarded with some pain. I found out later that evening, that being a pain slut doesn’t help. The pleasure causes the pain, which makes the pain cause more pleasure, which causes more pain, and its just an infinite circle until you can calm down.

Governess Ely’s Fantastic outfit

a quick selfie before we headed to the club

We were all ready for the club, and after throwing some vanilla clothes over the top, we set out for the club.  The ticket stand for the club was attended by a beautiful woman in a lovely corset and Governess Ely commented on how great it made her boobs look. She thanked her and then realized who it was that had paid her the compliment, as she didn’t recognize Mistress, with the short hair. They had a little catch up chat quickly. Governess Ely introduced me and Dr Gonzo, I was very quick to remember my manners, and ask for the lady’s hand so I could kiss it and great her properly.  After paying, we checked in our vanilla cover clothes and headed upstairs to the club.

Upon getting to the upstairs, one of the house slaves handed Governess Ely a rose and actually went to hand one to me but I turned him away. Silly house subs lol. We noticed that Ms Nikki was already there and went and said hello before getting a drink at the bar. I was driving, so good old fashioned soft drinks for me. I’m always happy to be the driver, as it means we could get back to the apartment with ease at any time. I also like the fact that, I don’t feel the need to be alcohol filled just to be dressed in public. As always, a lot of this comes down to the confidence that Governess Ely inspires in me. Governess Ely then gave us the grand tour of the club showing us the Goddess Room, the stage/dance floor and the main play area room.

Upon walking around, another beautiful lady in a lovely shiny corset started chatting to us. She also knew Governess Ely but didn’t recognize her initially. Its amazing how different hair can change a look apparently.lol. I mean, I look good with hair lol and Governess Ely looks good…. all the time lol.  Again I greeted the lady properly. She told us that it was her job, to look for some men for the ‘best dressed man’ competition. She asked Governess Ely to order me and Dr Gonzo to do it but any chance to show off was fun, so we agreed and an order wasn’t needed.. Next, we went out to the smoking area as it was a bit cooler and Governess Ely and Dr Gonzo could have a cigarette. This was the first of a few trips to the smoking area that evening as it was also the one place to cool down.

We walked around again, and said hello to various people that Governess Ely knew. It was nice to say hello to so many Dommes that I had met and recognized. Dr Gonzo didn’t know anyone but was happy to meet new people. Again, it was nice to also be recognized myself, by Miss Kitty bliss, Goddess Cleo, Goddess Madam Asha and Ms Nikki. I even knew a few subs as well like Nikki a.k.a Nightsprite, Sarah Jane who was serving at Circle of O was there, and a few others from my first Circle of O too.I felt like I had a place in a very well known kinky community and its all down to Governess Ely.

Before we knew it, it was time to convene by the stage for the show and the ‘best dressed man’ competition. Governess Ely went into the seating area and found some people to talk to and sit with. Myself and Dr Gonzo stood and chatted to some of the other guys who were all standing back stage for the competition as well. I must admit that the two of us didn’t really have much of a clue as to what was going on, but there was a nice amount of latex and other cross dressers around us to make us comfortable. After all, there’s no judgement at Club Pedestal. Dr Gonzo asked one of the other subs in latex what the best thing to do was? he was American and said ‘if you’ve got it, then flaunt it’ lol. Dr Gonzo said he may have to play the northern accent card if it came to it, as that never fails. (smoothing northerners ;))

We were all led in and sat by the stage, which was great as we got a front row seat to watch the kinky show before us. There were a few acts before we were up and they were all brilliant to watch.  Then we were called to the stage, and one by one had to give our name and basically try and show off a little. I went for a twirl on my heels and tried to shake my arse a little but I didn’t have much time to think of something super cool to do. After everyone was done, the applause-o-meter was the method for voting from the crowd, and unfortunately neither me or Dr Gonzo won, which is a shame as the winner got a bottle of champagne for their Domme. Oh well 😉 Me and Dr Gonzo knew we were fabulous and didn’t need a competition to prove it. Governess Ely seemed to enjoy the show anyway, and that’s the most important thing.

Then, their was another trip to the bar and some more mingling. Governess Ely went over to Goddess Madam Asha and had a bit of a better chat with her. We met her female sub, who is very pretty and had a great outfit complete with a cat tail. Governess Ely then sat on the edge of a bench and ordered me over her knee. Knowing what was coming and very eager, I happily laid across her. She put on her leather gloves and proceeded with a Lovely spanking. The more Governess Ely spanks and canes my bottom, the more I love and enjoy it. After a few spanks, I felt Governess Ely grab at my chastity cage and pull my clitty and testies down. I just assumed it was because, I was at a funny angle and she needed me in a better place to get a firmer whack. I later found out that a Sub in the club, asked if I was a female sub, and she showed him my cage to prove I wasn’t. I don’t know whether to take that as a compliment or not? as Its nice to know I have a feminine backside and legs 😉 Governess Ely then gave me a few more spanks and I then felt a few different stings. They felt more like a whip, and It was Goddess Madam Asha with a single tail whip, who was joining in. Needless to say, I was loving every moment. Governess Ely then told me to get down and thank her properly whilst holding out her heel clad foot. I was more than eager to get my lips and tongue to her heel to thank her.  The, Governess Ely told me to say thank you properly to Goddess Madam Asha, so I said thank you to her before giving her heels some worship as well.  I adore heel and boot worship and it was lovely to do it as a token of gratitude. I think this should be a thing. That when a woman does Something for you, you thank her by Kissing her feet or shoes, even in normal boring life.

Now being a bit sweaty, we headed out to the smoking area again. It was now getting rather crowded out there as the club was busier and busier. As soon as Governess Ely had lit her Cigarette, she ordered me to my knees. I waited for her to tell me to stick my tongue out and eagerly awaited her ash in my mouth. Being used as Mistresses ash tray is always brilliant and this time was no exception. She Dropped her ash into my mouth and then unexpectedly, squeezed my nostrils, together and exhaled her smoke straight into my mouth so I had no choice but to take in all her smoke as my air. I have to say, I am loving breath play more and more, and really hope  to try more in the future. I just love the idea of giving control of my air to Governess Ely, as it feels so submissive to give that trust to her and know she can make it so enjoyable for me. Governess Ely, then told me to open my mouth and she give me the pleasure of spitting into my mouth. I really enjoyed this because, I love being spat at anyway and, I also Genuinely consider it an honour for Governess Ely, to spit her saliva into my mouth and allow me to enjoy it. My mouth was used as an ashtray some more, and I was treated to more spit too. On the second load of spit Governess Ely told me that  Doing this is great practice for swallowing cum. I was already enjoying the spit in my mouth and that little comment just got my little clitty, rock hard in its cage with the points digging in deep. Governess Ely knows that I want to try some enforced bi and its little comments like that which make her so amazing. Using my pleasures against me lol. After She had finished her cigarette, she put it out on my tounge and told me to find a bin for the stubb, but not before turning to Dr Gonzo and saying ‘get yout own ashtray’  lol

We, headed back inside and Dr Gonzo wanted to do some dancing, so we all headed for the dance floor. Governess Ely, took a seat by the side and ordered me to dance. Now, I’m not a self conscious person and never have difficulty finding courage to dance, but I always do crappy man dancing and Mistress, wanted me to do a sexy dance for her. I tried my best but, it turns out, its much harder than it looks to shake ones booty in such a way. Whilst we were dancing, Godess Madam Asha came into the dance floor too, with her two subs. Male and Female on collars. It struck me as a resemblance to the end of season 2 of the Walking Dead, with The hooded figure with zombies on collars lol, but so much sexier…and not zombies. The female sub then did a sexy dance for her Mistress, and it was a pleasure to watch. Governess Ely even said to me she wanted a female sub for that reason. It was very arousing to watch and again the points were doing their job lol. Godess Madam Asha then started to play with the subs minky through her underwear and she was wriggling on the floor to what looked like a beautiful orgasm.  Afterwards, Godess Madam Asha and hers subs headed out and Govrness Ely told me she wanted me to dance that sexy. She said she wanted me to dance as if my orgasms for the rest of my life were at stake. I tried my best, but still felt clumsy and not particularly sexy. I suppose if i Never have another Orgasm that could be why 😉 but i think worse things could happen, and if Governess Ely says no orgasms, then thats fine by me lol.

Governess Ely called me to her side and pulled her straw from her drink, she then compared its length to my little clitty in its cage and demonstrated how she could deepthroat the length of the straw before just giving my cage a little tap and saying ‘oh well.’ It was one of the moments where my brain couldn’t process all that was happening because there was so much going on. I was aroused, teased, humiliated, in pain (from the points) and loving every second of it. I was then sent back to the dance floor as though nothing had happened.

After another quick smoking break, we walked back around the club and grabbed some more drinks. I was a bit warm after the dancing so just got a bottle of water.  Governess Ely said she would like a bit of water so she drank some, and then unexpectedly spat it back out at me.  We both had to chuckle, as we both found it funny. I must admit it felt good, as the water was very cold and i was warm. Obviously it was enjoyable and a privilege , to be spat on by my Mistress.

We headed round to the main room and Governess Ely and Dr Gonzo took a seat in one of the ares for Women to sit and men must crawl unless given permission. Despite me looking feminine, I do still have a little penis between my legs, so must abide by the no standing rule. I happily knelt at Governess Ely’s feet. She, lifted her leg up to me, presenting her heeled foot. Then, she told me, that no one else had worshiped that shoe tonight other than me, so it was my shoe for the evening. I started to kiss it, and Governess Ely asked who’s shoe it was and reminded me its not my Nana. I got my tongue to work, and was thoroughly enjoying worshiping every part of the fantastic KG shoes 😉 If you don’t know what KG is then look it up lol. I was then allowed to worship Mistresses, perfect legs as well. I have always found ‘the legs’ to be one of the best parts of a woman’s body, and Governess Ely’s legs are literally perfect. After a while she told me to stop and kneel directly in front of her. Then, very unexpectedly, she pulled a little vibrating bullet from her hand bag and switched it on. Then Mistress, wedged it into part of the tube of my chastity cage. It felt very good indeed. Now, take into account at that time, I was about 7 months or so in chastity and this is the most stimulation my little clitty has had. So within 5 seconds I seriously, had to control my breath and focus on something else. The Points, working their way in causing some Delicious pain really didn’t help lol. I suppose you could easily say, that 5 seconds of stimulation and some pain being enough to make me orgasm is rather pathetic, but I love that thought  so much too. It all plays into my sissy/not real man enjoyment as proper men should be able to go much  longer. lmao! Mercifully, Governess Ely then removed the bullet and stood. She was on a raised platform that she had been sitting on so my face was about the same height as her perfect latex covered bottom. She ordered me to worship it. OMG!, even just thinking about it now, i am finding it hard to concentrate. Firstly,  ‘the bottom’ is another one of my favorite parts of a woman Then consider, that its Governess Ely’s bottom. Then consider, that the perfect bottom is covered in latex. I was in heaven! Still rock hard in my cage. The points perilously digging into my little clitty but my mind was focused on nothing but Governess Ely. I think if the bullet had still been in I would have seriously struggled to contain myself lol. I wish that moment could have lasted forever, but obviously its for Governess Ely’s enjoyment not mine. So, she sat back down and I thanked her properly by kissing her shoes again.  I’m happy to say that i didn’t cum (as why would i need to?) and, am very happily, and proudly still in chastity, with Governess Ely holding my key.

Dr Gonzo, then indicated he would like to possibly try the trampling cage. Governess Ely convinced him to go in by, pointing out that he if he doesn’t try it, then he may never know if he likes it. This was also the last Pedestal to be held at club Colosseum, so he would never get another chance at this venue. Mistress, did ask me if I would like a go to? But if i was to go, I would need to take my chastity cage off. I wasn’t too bothered about the trampling, but was very happy with my chastity cage and the points where they were so I opted out. It did look fun, but I wasn’t too fussed. Governess Ely, then took off her shoes and I stood by to watch them, with her handbag. She looked to be enjoying walking over the subs who were there, and did seem to spend a little more time walking over Dr Gonzo.  Eventually Governess Ely came out the cage and left the good Dr. He seemed to be enjoying it quite a lot. lol. Mistress, was very warm, so she took a fan from her bag and showed me the correct way to fan properly.

Me and Governess Ely. left Dr Gonzo in the cage for a little bit and continued to mingle. Governess Ely walked over to where Miss Kitty Bliss was sitting, and had a chat with her but I stayed to hold on to her stuff for a moment and watch the trampling continue. I couldn’t hear what Governess Ely and Miss Kitty Bliss were saying but I saw them smile and laugh, which caused me to smile. This was then an awkward moment, as in the direction I was facing their was an older gentleman Sub between us. I think, he had thought, that I was smiling at him, and he smiled back at me. He then very briefly started trying to chat to me. I think I was being chatted up. It was a little unusual for me, but again, I suppose  like the ‘Bottom’ incident earlier, it tells me I looks good when dressed. lol. Fortunately Governess Ely returned to where I was, and I started to chat to her with an excuse to not look at him.

We mingled and walked around more, occasionally going to the bar and having some smoke breaks too. Governess Ely, wanted some pics done by the club photographer, so we had one  of the three of us and also one of me worshiping Governess Ely’s legs. I was more than happy to get to my knees, and lick such amazing legs again. Mmmmm. As the morning  started to roll on and it was getting earlier, the club seemed to be thinning out. We, bumped into an old sub of Governess Ely’s called Tony. I have met him one before and I think, Mistress was the only familiar face he knew so we stuck together for a bit. He even complimented me on my ability to walk in heels, which is another nice positive from the evening. Eventually Tony left and we were getting tired.

Dr Gonzo, Governess Ely and Me xx

Me, worshiping Governess Ely’s Perfect legs

Most of the seating areas were getting pretty clear, and we moved to one where we could all sit down. I asked permission of course and sat, before also asking if i could remove my shoes. I am actually a little proud that I spent how ever many hours (6 i think) in 6 inch heels lol. Me and Governess Ely both removed our shoes and enjoyed the feeling. Dr Gonzo had been wearing flat boots so wasn’t feeling the burn lol. Within a couple of minutes, a sub had crawled to Governess Ely and asked to worship her feet. She allowed him, and it very arousing to watch him, so genuinely enjoy her feet in his mouth. He started to suck her big toe and Governess Ely, leaned over to me and said ‘Imagine my toe is your clitty’ I would have no problem with that at all. My quick humor struck in, and I responded by saying ‘yum, but I would have cum by now.’ he had been going for way more than 10 seconds haha! Governess Ely found it amusing and had to agree with me, as she knows my clitty would never be able to go that long. A sub in a shirt,latex stockings and latex skirt actually crawled over to me and asked if he could worship my feet. I told him thank you, but I am fine. Its not that I have a problem with it because hes a man or anything like that. Its actually because, I don’t think  have a dominant bone in my body, so its just not natural for me. I have never considered myself a switch at all but rather, full blown submissive.  He understood and left. Governess Ely, then rewarded the sub at her feet by finger fucking his mouth a little and allowing him to kiss her hand. I was sitting, watching, loving the pain in my chastity cage. It was nice to hear him gag on her finger.

The foot sub left, and we chatted between the three of us a bit. It was nice to watch the remaining people in the club and enjoy the different outfit and levels of submission that could be seen.

It was getting very early and I can honestly say, that their was not one moment of the night I hadn’t enjoyed. I loved every second of it, but my concern was that Governess Ely had enjoyed it too. Obviously, for me, being my first Ped and attending with Governess Ely, I was always going to enjoy it, but she has been to many Pedestals and knows a good evening there from a bad. I was very happy to hear the Governess Ely had,had a great time as well. We got changed back and traveled back to our apartment. After a little relaxation, we were all feeling pretty tired. Governess Ely, allowed me to sleep in my lingerie and obviously the cage was staying on for longer too. Its such a great experience sleeping with the points in too.

My brain was buzzing and I didn’t think i would get much sleep anyway, thinking of my new favorite night Club. It ssooooo beats Cameo in Watford lol. I just want to say a final, very big thank you to Governess Ely for allowing me to attend with her. Its always such  a joy to serve Governess Ely, from just running to get some cigarettes for her. right the way to the evening we just had.

Love you all

Sissy Maria (I’m still Slutty Elmo, but this evening I had been Maria).  x x x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Unit in Blackpool

Sorry its been a while since my last post. So much to write about and not enough time to do it. But alas, i aim to get on top if it.

So, This was a great evening for me as it would be my first public outing dressed. I was already  privileged  to be going with Governess Ely, but I was also lucky enough to be joined by Lady Rebecca too. For those that don’t know, Lady Rebecca is Governess Ely’s sister. Yes, they are real sisters before you start to ask lol. Anyways, we met up at Governess Ely’s and before setting off, the beautiful Ladies got changed, and I put on some stockings and panties as well. Governess Ely had been kind enough to pick out an outfit for me, so I didnt have to worry about that lol.

We, arrived at the Unit and wasn’t sure what to expect as none of us had been before.  It looked like an old warehouse and in truth, thats what it was but wow! Once you get through the doors it was fantastic.  We were greeted by a man in a suit with a smiling face, and quickly noticed  a lot of beautiful women in Corsets. There was a pretty CD maid behind the bar area too. It was another one of those times where,  Im sure if i had been on my own I would have been super anxious about it, but with Governess Ely and Lady Rebecca there, I felt really relaxed and it all felt quite natural.

We were shown around as it was our first visit and found multiple play rooms, with stocks, crosses and other arrays of play things. There were a couple of private rooms too, that had blocked off windows so you couldn’t see inside. The Only main rule that they ask, is that you dont have penetrative sex in public.  If you wish to do that then go to one of the private rooms. Otherwise, everything else seemed to go, as we hilariously found out later.

We, went to the changing room and all got dressed up. I had brought my comfiest 6 inch heels with me, which im proud to say I kept on all night. Needless to say Governess Ely and Lady Rebecca both looked incredible  (as always.) Again, I was given the highest honour of being collared by Governess Ely. I felt extremely proud to be wearing it.  Once we were all changed and ready we headed downstairs. We found a stool for me to sit on whilst Governess Ely made me look beautiful with her exquisite make up skills. I have practiced a bit with make up but certainly more practice is needed. Once Governess Ely was done I looked in the mirror and was very pleased with how I looked. Both Governess Ely and Lady Rebecca made me feel very comfortable, by complimenting how pretty I looked. Governess Ely said, I actually looked better as a girl because I was far more attractive then when I’m a man. She also commented on how I already have an over sized clitty between my legs and not a cock. I really liked this idea, as its quite true. 🙂 I have found that part of the reason I love to dress is because of the whole emasculation thing that goes with it. One of the many reasons i love chastity is because i have to sit to wee, which is so much more femmine. I also figure, that a real cock would have a purpose and use. My little ‘clitty’ doesn’t, so theres no reason for it to be out.

I felt pretty, was securely locked in my cage, and walking comfortably on my heels. So, we went to mingle, and mingle we did. The Unit doesn’t have an alcohol license so its BYOB. We had brought a couple of bottles of wine (grapes) and put them behind the bar area and this is where we stood for the majority of time. I did notice that I was getting a few looks, and I’m Choosing to believe its because I looked good lol. However, its fair to say that the main head turners were the two beautiful women I was standing next too.  We stood and chatted to various couples and groups. It was really nice to be in a place so open with no judgement and to know that we were all kinky together. I really enjoyed the conversations and it was nice to introduce myself as Maria or Sissy Maria for a change.  Time just seemed to tick away, and after chatting to a few groups, some chairs became available. We sat down and chatted to some other groups and we got talking about chastity among other things. I find it really hard (pun intended) to talk about chastity. Not because i find it uncomfortable to talk about, no not at all, but becuase its difficult for me to articulate everything i love about it. I think alot of people just dont get how it can be so enjoyable for both parties. I really do consider it an honour  to be locked by Governess Ely, and I’m planning to do a blog all about my feelings on it. The long and short of it is, If Governess Ely, gave me the choice of serving her and being  locked, or having Orgasms, then I would be giving up Orgams forever lol. Thats how strongly I feel about it.  obviously, if Governess Ely told me no orgasms, and no cage I would never consider touching myself, but  thats a whole other thing. lol

One of our conversations, was interrupted by a female sub having a ice cube put up her minky 😉 it was rather entertaining for everyone else to hear as her reactions were priceless.  This had to get a mention because it was very entertaining.

Anyway,  the night ticked through and before we knew it, it was closing time. I got changed back to normal boring man clothes, but being sure to keep my stockings, panties, makeup and collar on though. 😉

All three of us left very happy with the evening. With some new friends made, and a new local place to visit.

A big thank you to Governess Ely for allowing me to attend with her, and make it such a great evening, and another thank you to Lady Rebecca for her presence as well. You both made the evening fantastic fun, and I would love to do it again. 🙂 x x x

A very Proud and Privileged Sub to the wonderful Governess Ely

Elmo x x

Second Visit to Circle of O (I know! I’m very privaldged indeed)

Wow! a second visit to Circle o O with Governess Ely. I can’t emphasis how lucky and privileged i felt to be given this opportunity. I would also like to say a thank you to the attending Dommes of the evening; Goddess Cleo, Miss Kitty Bliss, Ms Nikki and a very big thank you to Governess Ely of course.

Me and Governess Ely arrived to the venue early and were greeted by Miss Kitty. We went in and Governess Ely and  Miss Kitty chatted a little and caught up. Then one of Miss Kitty’s service subs for the night turned up and went to get changed. Her name was Sarah Jane and she looked great 😉 Goddess Cleo turned up and so did Ms Nikki. A little prior to this Governess Ely gave me the very big honour of putting a collar on me 🙂 something I’m very proud to wear. At 7PM the other attending subs started turning up. The Dommes remained upstairs while the subs headed to the dungeon to get ready. We all stripped naked and entered the front section of the Dungeon. I had my lovely pink painted toes, with my collar and chastity cage on. All the subs chatted among ourselves for a bit, just finding out a little about each other. As always, I didn’t feel nervous, I was excited but not nervous. I think alot of that is to do with the fact that, I obviously know Governess Ely, and am very comfortable with her, but I have also met Miss Kitty and Goddess Cleo a few times now as well.

When the Dommes came down to the dungeon, we had a similar chat like last time about peoples limits etc. Miss Kitty asked what i enjoy and Governess Ely was quick to say ‘whatever hes told too’ which made me smile. Since i have been serving Governess Ely, I have found that I seem to enjoy everything regardless of whether I knew I liked it or not. After the chat, ‘play’ started. Immediately Goddess Cleo asked if anyone had a Boot fetish and pointed to her boots. One of the other subs beat me off the mark and started worshiping her boots. Governess Ely and Ms Nikki went into the other part of the Dungeon for a Cigarette. Goddess Cleo called me, and I crawled over to her. She had me stand up and using rope tied a chest harness around me that, went over my shoulders, through my butt cheeks, and across my chest forcing my nipples out a little more. She ordered me to go and show Governess Ely, so I crawled to where she and Ms Nikki were. They were chatting a little and I presented myself to Governess Ely. She seemed to like the harness. She and Ms Nikki then took this opportunity of me on the floor to use my mouth as their ash tray. Another Sub was in the room too, and they used his as well. I was more than happy to be used by them. I still cant believe how much I enjoy being used like that. Governess Ely then put her Cigarette out on my tongue, which i loved as i had a small burn there the next day. Mmmmm. Ms Nikki asked me how long I had been in chastity and I told her 211 days (at that time) She seemed impressed, and her and  Governess Ely talked about how that can make a Slave very Submissive. As I have said before, I adore chastity and love to keep going longer and longer. (hope to hit a year and beyond) Governess Ely told me to wait on my knees and told the other sub in the room to stand. Then Governess Ely tied his hands above him and she and Ms Nikki took it in turns for some ball busting. I must say it did look painful to watch, but i enjoyed it too. I think, it is something I would like to work up to. As I said, everything can be enjoyable but I would think you have to build up to that. By this point the rope in my bum cheeks was working its way it deep, but i am quite accustomed to wearing thongs, so it didn’t bother me too much.

Governess Ely then told me to wait in the other room on my knees with my hands on my head. I crawled there, and did as i was told. I wasn’t there for long as Goddess Cleo, called me over to her. She was sat on the thrown at the end of the room wearing a strap on. She ordered me to get her a condom and told me to put it on the strap on. She then told me to suck. I have done this with  Governess Ely before and loved it then too. I worked up and down a bit and practiced a little deep throating too. (mental note, i still need to work on my gag reflex)  Goddess Cleo, asked if I had practiced this, and I admitted that indeed I had. She laughed and asked me if i thought i could take the whole thing. I said I think so. She told me the correct thing to say is ‘ Yes Goddess, whatever you please.’ I quickly said the correct thing, as of course I wanted too try take it all. Cleo, then said as I had been spoilt  by being allowed to suck for so long, I should clean the toilet.

She led me to under the stairs where there was a toilet and shower. I don’t think I had noticed this before. She told me there was tissues and bleach, and handed me some cleanser and a tooth brush. I thanked her and thought, If a jobs worth doing, its worth doing right so I got to work. The toilet was a bit of a mess and their were clearly dried urine stains on the side. I obviously wasn’t going to let that stop me so persisted through. I have no idea how long I was cleaning for, but was then called back in to the front room by Goddess Cleo.

She told me to lean over one of the cages in the room and started lubing me up. She said I felt a bit full and needed to clean myself out, so I ran to use the toilet I had just been cleaning. I quickly used the toilet and was anxious to return to Cleo, very excited by what was about to happen. At this point Governess Ely saw it fit to unlock my chastity cage, and allow me to be free for a while. This is a strange experience for me because I am so used to the cage being on, that when it comes off I am reminded how small my little penis actually is 😉 I have a big bulge with the cage on lol. Anyway, I returned to  Goddess Cleo and She worked a couple of fingers in and then the strap on. It felt fantastic I certainly want to try again, and work up to something bigger. She ordered me to moan like a porn star. It turns out, that’s much harder to do than it sounds. lol. After a good fucking,  Goddess Cleo, pulled out and told me to clean up. It was a great experience.

Governess Ely, then took this opportunity to give my backside a caning. She said she was going to give me six strokes, to which I thanked her for after each.I really enjoyed them but my ass was burning lol. I hope over time Governess Ely can train me to really take a good whack lol. I did get some lovely marks from the cane, and that’s the best bit. Governess Ely said I had done well as their was no build up to those canings and that makes it more sore.

Afterwards Governess Ely told me to wait on my knees with my hands on my head once more. Then Governess Ely went into the other room to play with the subs in there. I waited for a moment and watched Goddess Cleo, enjoy the giving the other subs a good seeing too as well. It was very arousing to watch.

Miss Kitty then entered the room and told me to stand. She had been informed of my ticklishness and started tickling all over. She teased my nipples a bit (which i always enjoy) and was very quick to remind me how little, the little fella is. I do like being teased about this fact for may reasons but that’s a whole other thing.  Then Miss Kitty grabbed some rope. She tied it around my waist and wrists. Then she lifted my wrists over my head and tied them to the back of waist tie. Meaning my hands were over my head and i couldn’t move them. This meant she had full access to my stomach and underarms. I didn’t realize initially why Miss Kitty had decided on this tie then after some great squeamish tickling realized lol. Miss Kitty applied some pressure to my bladder and continued to tickle. She told me if I were to wee myself, I would be expected to lick it up. Thankfully when I had emptied myself for the strap on, I had a quick pee as well, otherwise I would have been their licking for a while. Miss Kitty, spat at me a few time and gave me a bit of slapping frenzy, which i really enjoyed. She left and came back with latex gloves and some food. She then proceeded to chew the food herself before spitting it back into the gloves and feeding it to me. I really enjoyed this as well. I suppose its degrading and i love being used. I would quite happily consume a meal in such a way. She allowed me to wash it down by sipping some champagne and spitting that at me as well. It still amazes me how much I enjoy being used like that. I guess its something to do with, how ‘non kinky’ people just wouldn’t get how it can be enjoyable, but then they haven’t tried it. Miss Kitty then left me with spit and champagne on my face and it was nearly playtime over.

I couldn’t believe it had been about 4 hours already. Its amazing just how quick time can go. I was untied and the subs in the front room all started getting changed back. In the other room there was still something going on and Governess Ely was still there. I didn’t want to get changed back without having Governess Ely’s permission so I waited around. I asked Goddess Cleo if i could borrow some lube and put my cage back on as I feel so naked without it. She said it was OK to borrow the lube  so I did, and slipped my cage back on, then waited for Governess Ely.

When She came back out, she asked whether she had told me to put the cage on and I said no She had not. Apparently her plan was to allow me to stay out of it for a while but seeing as i was already back in, there was no point taking it off again. I love that I so enjoy being in chastity that I put the cage on without being told. I would beg on my knees to be re locked up, as i love it so much. Governess Ely then told me to turn around a gave me a further 6 strokes on my bottom. Again, I thanked her and I loved the combination of pleasure and pain. She then told me to thank the ladies properly, so I said thank you to each lady and kissed and licked their boots/shoes accordingly. I love worshiping boots and shoes, and its amazing how in my head, I just see it as a natural thing for a submissive to do. I got changed back and we all went upstairs.

The other attending subs started headed out after saying thank you, but me and Governess Ely stayed around for some chatting. I was ordered to get a moisturizer from Governess Ely’s bag and give her a foot massage. I loved this because, for the other subs, “playtime” was over, but I have the honour of serving Governess Ely, who is very much a lifestyle Domme, so its not “playtime” and “not playtime” its just submitting. Some of the other subs were talking a little and the CD who had been serving got changed back too. I was on my knees, in front of Governess Ely trying to do the best job of a massage I could whilst things were going on around me. I consider it quite an honour to give Governess Ely a massage, and could happily do it all night lol.

once Everybody had started clearing out, me and Governess Ely left as well, but it had been another fantastic experience.

Thank you so much Governess Ely for allowing me to serve and attend with you. x x

Elmo x x

Governess Ely and the unkown Domme

So, a few days after Circle of O, Governess Ely was also attending a SOFB party (strap-on, forced bi). She told me, she was going to get to the venue herself but asked if I would like to pick her up. Obviously I was more than happy to be of use, and she sent me details. Later, I arrived at the venue a little early to the scheduled time. I walked towards the door and it was locked. The door then opened after I had attempted and I heard Governess Ely say, “that’s probably one of my boys” (I’m very proud when Governess Ely says that, as i adore being hers) I walked in and said hello. As always, Governess Ely looked stunning, she was still wearing the outfit she had worn for the party. It was a corset, stockings and suspenders, panties and thigh high boots. Dam!! what a look. Anyway, Governess Ely told me to say hello to everyone and so i walked round and talked to people I recognized. Goddess Cleo was there, as was Madam Asha and Miss Kitty Bliss. There was still alot of people getting changed and it was difficult to keep up with who was where. I asked Governess Ely where the actual event had taken place? She told me, it was right where we were standing and I should actually keep my eyes open for Cum on the floor. (that’s an interesting thought to be keeping in your head but still very hot). Governess Ely was still buzzing from the party and I know, even now she still gets excited when she tells people about how her and Goddess Cleo double fisted a guy and held hands. I think that’s pretty cool, in it own, but don’t know if i would be able to. I suppose with training….. never say never. lol. Governess Ely had me lift my shirt and teased my back a little with the single tail. I was a little frightened, but she didn’t do anything hard, and it was still a great mind fuck, as I obviously didn’t know what she would do. Once Governess Ely had changed back, I followed her with her bag outside so she could have a Cigarette. This is where I met Amelia. She is a TS Domme and very sexy indeed. Governess Ely and Amelia, talked about me, and how long I had been serving Ely. Also how long I had been in chastity and they teased me with some very sexy thoughts. We headed back inside and people were still changing. I happen to gaze at a very sexy lady getting changed. Governess Ely, told me to stop being slutty and face the corner. I turned and waited for permission to look back. I think I must have been facing the corner for about 10 minutes, but its so difficult to tell. when I was called back, most people were changed back and we sat by the bar.Governess Ely had a trilby hat in her bag, which she placed on my head. She found the notion of my smallness very similar to Oliver twist. Finding this very amusing, she ordered me to go over to Amelia, and say the famous line “please sir can i have some more?” Feeling a little self conscious, but obviously not wanting to displease Governess Ely, I did as i was told. Amelia, found it rather amusing as well, and gave me permission to kiss her bottom. I got on my knees and was presented with her bottom.I was more than willing to give it some worship. Next, Governess Ely sent me to the corner and ordered me to do a chimney sweep dance while she socialized. I danced away very clumsily and she kept checking to make sure I was doing as ordered. I was a little embarrassed and aroused at the same time, but my want to please Governess Ely always overtakes any other thoughts. After a few minutes, I was allowed to return to s her side. Amelia, got changed as well and left. Governess Ely took a seat by the bar and and another Domme walked over. This is the unknown Domme. I have to apologizes, because, to this day i still don’t know who she was. I believe she was wearing a PVC jacket, leather trousers and boots with about a 5 inch heel. they were open toed and she had red toes. She and Governess Ely started chatting, then the other Domme lit up a cigarette, which inspired Governess Ely to do so as well. I was ordered me to my knees in front of both of them. The other Domme asked if I liked smoking, to which I answered a big yes. Governess Ely told me to open my mouth, tilt my head back, and stick out my tongue. Then both Dommes used my mouth for an ashtray. (again i cant emphasis how arousing this was to be used by two beautiful Dommes) They continued to chat and Governess Ely told her about my chastity. Then, as a great tease for me, they started to make out. OMG!, was this arousing to watch. Its fair to say my chastity cage was certainly doing its job. Governess Ely then allowed me to sit on a stool in front of them. The other Domme placed her boots in my lap, and Governess Ely explained that I knew to show all Dommes the correct respect. She asked if i liked her boots? obviously I loved them, so she told me to worship. I was more than willing to pay attention to these boots. I licked and sucked with one boot while she ground the heel of the other into my cage and Testies. It was great fun to be worshiping the boots with Governess Ely’s supervision. The Dommes talked some more whilst I was very busy trying to get the boots clean, Secretly hoping, that their may have been some Cum on these boots too. 😉

After the boot worship the other Domme’s ride turned up and she also left. Me and Governess Ely hung around for a bit longer as she wanted to make sure everyone got away safely. I gave Governess Ely a lift back and thanked her for allowing me to serve her, and for all the great stuff I had done. I was back at work the following day, and needless to say all i could think of was Governess Ely. (as always) x x

Elmo x

Quite Simply, Circle of O

Now, this is something i have been wanting to put into words for a  long time, so now is the chance to do it.

For those that do not know Circle of O is a Domina Party, where a group of Incredible Dommes, has some playtime with some very eager and willing submissive’s. I will skip the exact details of how It came about that i would be given the honour of attending with Governess Ely, but basically; I asked and she said yes. I arrived at Governess Ely’s in the late hours of the night and She was still awake waiting for me. Then after some chatting and a spaffing cock drawn on a certain persons arm (they know who they are) We slept, and the next day set off to London Town. Now, its only fair to say here, a big thank you to the attending Dommes when I was there; Miss Kitty Bliss, Goddess Cleo, Madam Asha and of course Governess Ely 🙂 All the Dommes were amazing and I will repeat this many times in this post because its so true. Anyway, we arrived at Miss Kitty’s where Circle of O would take place. Once through the door we greeted everyone and said hello. (obviously i was to greet the  proper way ie. on my knees, kissing hand, which is always nice to do as i love the simple matter of respect it does show) I asked Goddess Cleo if i may use the toilet (“May I?” not “Can I”. as ‘Can i’ implies weather your asking, if your able to lol) She told me, I could but i had to sit too wee. Governess Ely informed her that I didn’t really have a choice as i was in chastity. (I don’t like the term ‘locked in chastity’ because its implies I don’t enjoy it, but having Governess Ely hold the keys is a true Privilege and i enjoy every moment)
So, after a piddle, i was led downstairs by a service sub. I apologies for names, as i cant remember everyone’s as it was a while ago now, but i believe he was Gary? He led me downstairs into the basement. I say basement lightly because I was greeted with some very steep steps that lead into a purpose built Dungeon. There were two rooms. One had a bed, a window and a cage in. The other had another cage, a frame for ties Etc, a Throne to sit on, a cross for tying to (dunno if they have a technical name) and various other things in. I was  asked if i had any fetish attire i would like to wear? otherwise it would just be naked. I told him, naked it is then. After stripping down, to just my cage I Sat in the 2nd room with three other subs for a while. Two of them were naked and one was head to in latex. The latex sounded good. I introduced myself and told them I proudly serve Governess Ely. We chatted a little about peoples experiences, and Dommes they knew. It was nice to just chat about Like minded kinksters for a while. Then we sat quietly, as everyone was in their own train of thought. We weren’t there long, before being called back upstairs. We were led into the living room, and what a sight we saw. Four beautiful Dommes sat waiting for us. I have to apologies slightly here because I cant remember the exact outfits everyone was wearing except Governess Ely. She was wearing a corset, tights, and boots. (Mmmmm, i love those boots) I also remember Goddess Cleo’s boots because she was changing into them as we walked in. They were lovely too.

We were told to kneel in front of the Ladies, (who wouldn’t want to kneel in front of them lol) and we had a discussion about limits and experiences, as its best practice for everyone’s enjoyment. Its a shame that no one other than me was up for some enforced Bi but oh well. (don’t like ‘forced’ as that implies its not consensual) I’m sure I will get my time, and I would very much like the first cock i try, to be in the presence of Governess Ely as that would make it far more special. There was another sub in this room (again i apologies with names) but i remember he/she was a sissy baby girl and was wearing a tutu. Next, we were all sent back downstairs to wait for the ladies to join us.

I remember nearly everything that happened in the next few hours, but not necessarily in the exact order but anyway. The first Domme to enter the room was Miss Kitty. She led one of the other subs, to the frame and started to tie him. He was erect immediately and she made sure to remind him that she didn’t give him permission for it 😉 The next thing i remember was Goddess Cleo entering the room and she led me (on hands and knees) into the room next door. She locked me into the cage and left. I figured that this was partly to ease me into the whole experience but i enjoyed it all the same. The window was opened to let some air pass through, and i remember having some very cold and firm nipples. I could here various things happening next door which was very exciting, not actually knowing what was happening, but just hearing things. I have no idea how long passed, then Madam Asha, led the latex sub into the room by a collar. she had him crawl around a little. She told me to face the wall, so i did and then eventually face back. She toyed with my nipples a little to which I thanked her. She remarked that she was pleased i could remember to call her Madam and not Mistress and she Prefers Madam. She led the sub away, and again I don’t know how long passed, until Governess Ely walked into the room to check on me. She fondled my  chastity cage through the bars of the cage and gave me a nipple tweek (Mmmmm). I distinctly remember her teasing me, with the keys to my chastity cage, in the lock of the cage. She said ‘sorry, they don’t fit’ before leaving again with an incredible Smile. Then, Governess Ely returned, this time with the real key and led me to the main room again. We both enjoyed the sound of the lock on my chastity cage clanking on the tube as i crawled next door. Governess Ely led me to within the metal frame and told me to face the Giant Mirror that was the end wall. I remained on my knees. She lit up a Cigarette and told me to open my mouth and put out my tongue. Then she used my mouth as her ashtray and WOW! This definitely does get a special mention. I mentioned before that i had witnessed Governess Ely do this to another sub and gone eeeewwww. but in that moment at circle of O, feeling as submissive as I did and wanting nothing more than to please Governess Ely. It was just an intense feeling. At that moment, i really understood how anything can be enjoyable with the right person. It was just the feeling of being used, that was immense. I adore being used like an Ashtray now, and Governess Ely knows it. Im very confident she would certainly use me if i was present and there was no ashtray handy. I have since but learned to never judge anything, until i have tried it myself as i can never be sure. Anyway, after Governess Ely teaching me to be a good ashtray (which is something i practiced later as well) she told me to lie down with my back on the floor. She then gave me the fantastic pleasure of smothering me with her exquisite derriere. I hadn’t done any sort of breath play before, but this was very hot. Firstly to hand over that control of your air to another person is amazing anyway, and then for it be a beautiful woman’s bottom, is even better. And then for the woman to be Governess Ely, its just even more better. Then Governess Ely choked me a little bit more, in a more conventional way, and that was great too. I remember Goddess Cleo inquiring as to how long i had been in chastity (46 days i think it was at the time). She asked how long it would be. Governess Ely, said she doesn’t set a date as it keeps it more exciting, and it certainly does. Governess Ely said if i was lucky i may get one orgasm for the rest of the year. A ruined one of course. I’m very happy, and very proud to say that i still haven’t had one. 🙂 I love chastity and I would happily never have another orgasm again if it would please Governess Ely. The longer i go the more i love it.  (If your Reading this Mistress, Thank you so much. x x ) Next Governess Ely stood me up and tied my hands behind my back in a great tie. She toyed with my Nipples a bit and played with some nipple clamps. (oh, how I love having my nipples abused) Needless to say it was fantastic. then Governess Ely led me to another part of the room and told me to stay there. She then went to play with another sub for a bit. Nearly as soon as she walked away Miss Kitty appeared in front of me. She took a sip of her drink and spat it straight at my face. Then she spat at me a couple more times. This was another first for me and it was fantastic. It turns out, I love being degraded like that, and it was very enjoyable. She then also played with my nipples again, to which i was very eager to thank her. I think she told me to stop saying thank you so much lol. Next, Governess Ely returned, she laughed at me and remarked how my face now seemed a bit wet. It was great to see Governess Ely enjoy me in this state. Governess Ely then lead me to the throne at the end of the room. She sat down and told me to get on my knees and worship her boots. I have already said before, how much i enjoy boot worship, and it was very good to do it again. Whilst worshiping her boots Madam Asha, who had been, dishing out some CP to a sub on the cross, turned around and decided to give my backside a few hits too. Obviously Governess Ely didn’t see this as a reason for me to stop my worshiping, So i continued, trying to worship the boots the best i could with the paddling from Madam Asha. This felt great and the combination of pain/pleasure from the CP, enjoyment of the boot worship and being in bondage was fantastic. Madam Asha, stopped after a little while and Governess Ely told me to stop too. I was told me to stay on my knees, when Miss Kitty walked up behind me and grabbed the ropes around my back/arms and pulled. She ordered me to try and worship the boots whilst pulling me away, She and Governess Ely found this rather amusing as i was desperately trying to get my tongue to her boot but was just not able to. I obviously enjoyed the humiliation of it too.Governess Ely then untied me, and massaged my arms for the blood circulation. She told me to wait on my knees (as Subs shouldn’t stand unless told to by a Domme. Which is a good rule to keep i feel.) This was a moment, where i could take in my surroundings and really enjoy everything going on around me. It was strange to be in a situation that was so unfamiliar to me, but at the same time felt so right too. After a few minutes of thought, Goddess Cleo walked over and led me by my ear (Mmmmmm) to the ‘dark room.’ The only way to explain it, is basically a closet that’s quite wide but not very deep, in the same room as the play room. It was sort of integrated into the wall and i didn’t even notice it was there. There was a cut out at penis height, acting as a sort of glory hole/perfect place to abuse some balls 😉 There were some drilled holes at eye height so i could just about see directly in front of the door. I could again, hear things going on and the click clack of boots and heels. My chastity cage was poking through the cut out, and a couple of times, Miss Kitty and Governess Ely (i think as i couldn’t see fully), just gave me an little squeeze or touch. The room was very narrow and their wasn’t much distance between the door and the wall behind my head. Evey time someone would fondle my cage, i would involuntarily jerk forward and bang my head on the door. I just had to laugh at myself, because it was such a crazy predicament to be in lol. After, i don’t know how long, i was let out of the dark room, and allowed my eyes to adjust to the light again. Governess Ely led me straight to the area of the frame and ordered me to worship her boots again, this time allowing me to move up to her legs and eventually kiss her bottom as well. I could have easily done this for the remainder of the evening but alas, we moved on again. Miss Kitty ordered me up onto the cross, and gave my backside a nice working. It was a little tender from Madam Asha’s strokes but it was still great to receive them from Miss Kitty too. After, a good few hits and my own backside feeling rather tender, She said she would give me 6 more strong hits and then she would be satisfied with me. The first 2 were tough and i really had to focus on not tensing up. My bottom was burning, but Unpronounced to me Governess Ely, was watching and told me to look into her eyes. (Wow!) She said that i was taking these hits for her, as it pleased her,  and at that moment i think i could have been shot and would of been ok. It was such an honor to be paddled by Miss Kitty but be taking the paddling for Governess Ely. It made the last 4 strokes much easier (though they did still hurt lol) As Governess Ely’s Sub I will try do anything to please her, and this was a great reminder of the mental power She has over me. Just her saying a few words and i felt invincible. After a moment on the cross Miss Kitty ordered me to my hands and Knees. I stayed here for a moment and Governess Ely saw this as a perfect time to have a seat, on my back of course lol. She got comfy and Miss Kitty teased my hand by pushing her heels into them. At this point my head was buzzing, from all the feelings and emotions going through it. The time on the play clock was ticking down. Governess Ely stood up and ordered me to crawl to Madam Asha’s side, who by this point was sitting on the throne. She told me to cuddle up close to her and the other subs all moved to her as well. Then I got to witness Miss Kitty and Goddess Cleo dish out a double caning on the Sissy baby sub (so sorry i cant remember your name, but im sure, if any of the involved Dommes read, this they know who i mean) After his/her ass was leaking blood (Mmmmmm) the play clock had timed out. Myself and the other subs rose and we all helped clean up quickly. I was just thinking, that i would grab my clothes and get changed when Governess Ely ordered me to grab another chair and place it in the middle of the room. She sat and told me to get over her knee. Oooo, i knew what was coming. She grabbed a cane and gave my arse another good few hits. I was very grateful and thanked her accordingly. I couldn’t even tell you what my thoughts were there. I don’t know if i was in sub space or what? but I was in a place i had never been before and it was just fantastic. After Governess Ely’s magic touch i got changed back (a little sore of course) and we all gathered upstairs for a chat and goodbyes. Me and Governess Ely found some food and Headed to Toppers for a little chill-out before heading back.  as i sat down in the Car, i found Governess Ely had perfectly managed to singe my bottom on my left cheek, so as i sat in the car i put all my weight on it, and it felt fantastic to get that reminder, we all know and love. I asked Governess Ely if i had pleased her in the Circle of O and she responded Yes. Theirs no better feeling that i have experienced than hearing your Domme say that. I looked at Governess Ely and saw her in her element. She was glowing with radiance, and Dominant energy. I think if she had ordered my car to its knees my tyres would had gone down because my car would have felt submissive. I was able to see and feel her enjoyment, and i felt like i could take on the world as it was boosting my confidence so much. This is another thing i have experienced since and cant wait to feel more in the future.

So, after an absolutely fantastic evening, which i would love to experience again. I was lucky enough to stay at Governess Ely’s again. (now that’s aftercare) I didn’t sleep a wink as i was still buzzing. Being with Governess Ely the next day was fantastic, and really helped my emotions calm down. I Just want to say a Big thank you to all the Dommes, who were involved and to all the Dommes that take part in Circle of O on different occasions.

lastly I want to say a Massive thank you to Governess Ely. My vocabulary isn’t actually big enough to describe all my gratitude to Governess Ely, and just how amazing she is.
( I think  i may do a big thank you post in the future)

Thanks for reading this big post.

Elmo x